at the end of the day…
everyone is upset at something in their life.
i will admit someone the things i have done i am not proud of, i have a lot of regrets. Falling for the wrong people and hurting people in the process… some people are worth fighting for… but alot of people really arent. I miss the old days when life was so easy playing in the court yard not giving a damn about what people thing of you and judging you. I am to nice to people i let fuckwits into my life and trust them… when really they fuck me around and use me up. I love the friends i have as they really do care about me and can see me for who i am. So i have made mistakes who the fuck hasnt… atleast i am learning from them now, call me names and say mean things about me but at the end of the day i know who i am and i will stand up for myself. I am honestly so over what people have to say… i cant trust anyone now people i get hurt and i think people take me for granted… i know that my life is difficult and hard as i have lost alot in my life… but that doesnt give anyone the oppotunity to come in and try and tell me i am something else… i am honestly hurt but what people say…
today someone told me i am dead to them… my heart stopped no one have ever said that i honestly broke me… but hey shit happens and fuckwits cause it.
so at the end of the day dont give a fuck what people say about you because in the end they are just jealous they dont have what you in your life.
amelia’s 18th is coming up rest in peace gorgeous <3
xo - Charly Zarndrea Race
